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Би, чи бүгд хэн нэгний гунигтай, жаргалтай, хэзээ ч мартахгүй эсвэл эргэж санахгүй ч байж мэдэх олон янзын дурсамжийн нэг хэсэг нь. Нэрийг минь сонссон нэгний нүүрэнд инээмсэглэл тодорч, үгүй ядаж л чамайг бодоод гунигладаггүй, уур нь хүрдэггүй байхаар амьдрах юмсан. Чамайг бодохын төдийд, чиний царайг санахын зуур гунигт автаж, бараан дурсамж л санагддаг бол яах вэ. Та зарим нэгний ямар ч үнээр хамаагүй мартахыг хүсдэг дурсамж нь бол яах вэ. Энэ яваа насандаа ийм хүн байдаг гэдгийг ч мэдэхгүй өнгөрөөхийг хүсэх дурсамж нь бол танд сайхан санагдана гэж үү. Би иймэрхүү зүйлсийг бодохоор аймар санагддаг. Нэг бодлын энэ нь өөрөө хулчгар зан ч юм шиг. Хүмүүсд муу хэлэгдэхээс айгаад уу эсвэл чи хэзээ ч мэдэж чадахгүй байхад чиний талаар хаа нэгтээ мууг бодоод сууж байхаас нь айх айдас уу. Аль нь ч байлаа гэсэн хэн нэгний гуниглах шалтгаан байхыг хэзээ ч хүсэхгүй. Олон хүмүүс надтай танилцсандаа баярладаг байгаасай. Олон хүнд хэсэгхэн ч гэсэн инээмсэглэх дурсамж нь байхыг хүснэ. Өнөөдөр тааралдаад л дахиж үхэн үхтлээ таарахгүй байж мэдэх хүмүүстэй бид өдөр бүр таардаг. Тиймээс өнөөдөртөө амьдарч хүн бүрд сайхан сэтгэгдэл төрүүлж чадахгүй юм гэхэд муухай дурсамж үлдээхгүй байхыг хүсэж хичээдэг. Маргааш хэрхэн амьдрахаа мэдэхгүй байж, хүнд муу санаж, гомдоож, бүдүүлэг эсвэл шуналтай байх гээд л хамаг сөрөг бүхнийг өөртөө хурааж, өрөөлд ч муу нэгэн болохгүй амьдрах миний туйлын хүсэл юм шиг. Залуу хүн байж өнөө маргаашгүй болсон хөгшин хүн нүглээ наманчилж байгаа юм шиг зүйл бодож, тээж амьдардаг юм бэ гэж бодож байж магадгүй л дээ. Ийм бодлоор амьдрахад өөрөө гомдох, шархлах үе бишгүй л олон. Гэхдээ бусад хүмүүс шархалснаас би шархлаад илүү хурдан эдгээд, илүү бусдыг ойлгох юм шиг санагддаг.

Зарим мэдрэмж ахин давтагдашгүй. “Заримдаа өнгөрсөн лүү буцмаар санагддаг. Ямар нэгэн зүйлийг өөрчлөхийн тулд биш зүгээр л зарим зүйлийг дахин мэдрэхийн тулд тиймээс тэр дурсамжийн эзэн байхыг хичээж амьдраарай. Эхний удаад бид хичээх болно, яваандаа энэ зүгээр л бидний амьдралын хэв маягийн салшгүй нэг хэсэг болно. Юмс бүхэн хоёр талтай аливаа зүйлийг ямар өнцгөөс харна яг л түүн шигээ мэдрэмжийг сэтгэл зүрхэндээ хүргэж өгөх болно. Сайхан мэдрэмж, сайн төлөвшил, сайхан дурсамж, сайхан түүх.Тиймээс зүрх сэтгэлдээ үргэлж бүхнийг уучилж, уурлахаасаа өмнө бодож, тайвширч бүх зүйл дээр өөрийгөө орлуулж бодож, би энэ хүний оронд байсан бол хүн надад ингэж хандахад ямар байх байсан бэ гэж бодож үзэж байгаарай.

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